Bah Humbug!

Magna anima

Unum necessarium

The Latin just keeps coming

From the bishop’s mouth

Catholics and their explanations!

Orthodox with their meditations

A bunch of folk from the Protestant Reformation
(Anglicans too, thanks to old Harry)

What are they all trying to say?

Leaders threatening implications

Demagogues with their recitations

Sponsored by the one percent’s operations

Just another brand new day

Explain away the evil in man’s heart

Free will – Adam’s sin

While announcing the amount
from the collection box

Do you really need a pipe organ

When God’s in here?

Religions have lost their essence

The message was always distorted

God made flesh, was still misunderstood

By those closest to Him

Perfect understanding is impossible

Don’t trust someone who tells you to believe
because he knows, because he has seen the Truth

He may have gotten a glimpse, but he’s now lying through his teeth

Or is just completely befuddled

Image: denial of Saint Peter by Gerard Seghers

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

2x Blog IDs

2x Comment boxes…

Should I?
Should I not?

I won’t be mean…

1x Ordinary T

1x Mystical Saturn/ Muscle brained Mars

Innocent Fun or a Path to Destruction?

An alter ego tempts me

Can it set me free?
All the world’s a stage

And I’ve got two characters a page

I won’t be acting really

I’ll still be me, but surely

A different aspect

Considering

My change of name

And profile pic

A different aura

A different interpretation

My Dreamscape

Dreams come and go
Some talk of Michelangelo?
No!
I've never dreamed of that fellow

I remember my nightmares
Three witches searching for my wheres
Abouts 
That one time
Dogs howling when I woke
I felt goosepimples from the strange chill

But mostly I'm selling my wares
My services of temporary possession?

I don't know what exactly I'm selling
I dream of different stories and characters
I am a merchant in one
A warrior in the other

There's always a scenario
That I must live
An incident
A quest
Sometimes I do well
Sometimes I don't

I wonder if my spirit
Is walking where it shouldn't--
Into other people's dreams--
And helping them in some manner
By looking at things from a different perspective
It is a nice thought

I enjoy problem solving
I don't know why
But it gives me joy
The satisfaction
Of solving something
I am terrified of failure

In my dreams 
Failure doesn't matter
Because I forget most of it
By dawn

Back to Hell?

My mind’s not quite right
Jumping from night to bright
Mild depression to hypomania
Return to my castle in WTFania?

where the screams of WTF!!! never cease

Duality
Is me
I have not felt this way
Writing the whole day
For such a long time
It should be a crime
To feel so good
But this blog isn’t about that
Touch wood

The dark night
Returneth?
I know it’s coming
I can feel my soul cry
My place in hell
Not of my own making
It is Him

I know why He does it
But I can’t stand it
I’ve been in tranquil dusk
For too long
The glory of the sunset
I must enjoy it
While it lasts
Don’t know how fast
My soul will be damned…
Temporarily

Duality
Remember?

it’s always temporary (I hope)

Will I spend the night searching
For light
Will I spend the night sleeping
In the blight
Where death surrounds me
Can I ever be free?

Am I a monster?
A freak?
Why subject me to this
When all I can do is leak
Blood and ink?

What would it be like
To live normally
Have a family
9-5 routine
Happy dinner time
Two girls and a boy
I’ll buy them toys
But not too many
Don’t want to spoil them

A wife I could talk to
About anything I wanted
And she’d nod
Even if she couldn’t understand
And I’d know
And she’d know I knew
But we’d still be happy
Because the things we could understand
About each other
Were much more important
Than anything else

To have someone I could count on
Who could count on me
Sharing strength
A happy family

Instead
You send me to hell
And make me marry
My thoughts of despair
In the hope
That I’ll find some light there
Or am I just fooling myself
To make sense of this pain?

I know that I cannot be happy
But fooling myself into believing
That I can light a lamp
With a matchsick
I found
While fumbling around
In Hell
May not be so bad

When Mars Met Saturn v2.0

The stars were alligned

They had been much maligned

By the protagonist

Who had put them on his ‘Fuck Off!’ list

But he had grown wiser

The stars shone brighter

The tides went crazy

He was no longer lazy

The earth quaked

He returned to that which he had unmade

Strange portents filled the land

As he stared at the dropping sand

For Mars met Saturn once more

Letting our protagonist soar

Skipping on constellations

And making new relations

With the spirits he had spurned

In a fit of sanity

tl;dr : I’m back. This will not be my main blog, but I will be following a theme here. I feel like I have to split my writing now. I probably won’t get many subscribers here, but that’s okay. If you want to subscribe you are more than welcome to do so…if you don’t, that’s okay too. I am not playing that game any more.

Extra Addition 2/8/2019

Extra! Extra! Read all about it

School of fish found wearing cricket kit
Nemo’s epic split saved his wicket

The man on the moon found uprooting flags
Says he doesn’t like his home having tags

Spicy martian meatballs found to be sentient
Our stomachs feel weird now that we mention it

Puss in boots decides to wear sandals
Finds it easier fighting vandals

Abominable snowman spotted riding a sleigh
When we stopped him for a comment he said ‘hey hey hey’

Extra Addition 22-07-2019

Extra! Extra! Read all about it:

Man wrestled a gator and got bit
He bit back until the gator quit

A dancing bear escaped the circus
Prescribed Prozac for loss of purpose

An alien mothership surfaced
Green men exited the lift: service

PanAm aircraft 914 back
From the Bermuda Triangle in fact

A Dyson sphere spotted light years away
Along with some Martians gone to sun bathe

Putin and Trump talking nuclear disarmament
Talks being held in secret freight cargo compartment

The White House is being painted blue
By Banksy and the rest of his crew

Chief mistakes manatee for his mermaid wife
His calypso crab sings about marital strife

A prince seeks girl with lost glass slipper
Finds her in SF smoking a tipper

I’m Back in the Saddle

Back in the saddle and reins
Not on a strong destrier
Or a fancy Arab mare
I’m not out for some campaign
I’m just riding in the rain
My horse is the worse for wear
It’s hauling more than its fair share
As we wander this bloody plain
The pack horse is in some pain
It needs some urgent health care
We can’t give in to despair
While tied to this mortal chain

My horse goes lame and my efforts of aid in vain
Only kindness left is a bullet to the brain
But after the second shot it runs yet again

Society of Reformed Demons

One dark night
All lonesome
Feeling trite
Unwholesome
I wandered to
Rambled into
A carnival
By the SRD

Bearded alligator
Did wave to me later
“Come one come all and see
The fantastic demonic menagerie
Organised for you and me
By the SRD”

A carousel of chimeras
Made me go bananas
A Ferris wheel of pterodactyls
Made me see things in fractals
I did fear, but also awe and wonder
At the demonic carnival
By the SRD
Entry free

In the top tent, imp acrobats
Made me doff my shiny new hat
While demigods chased goddesses
Hunting them around like rutting cats
Amongst the audience pack
Not knowing they were trapped
By the SRD
Heavy exit fee